Sick and Tired~

My mind is so confused now....
Didn't know what is really going on.....

The divorce letter had reach my father's hands on the 11 of March...
I expected him to come back home and argue with Mummy...
But he did not.

Then yesterday,
he texted me at 7plus , saying that he will be coming home.
I waited till 10plus but there's no sight of him...
My handphone started to ring,
Saying that my father has been admitted to the hospital....
I didn't really think much at the moment....
And didn't know the reason for him being hospitalized.

Then I heard from my sister that my father was hospitalized
Because he went to the hospital,
Saying that he got the thinking of committing suicide,
And requested to be hospitalized at the mental department.....

I really never thought that he could do such horrible things,
To get all the attention....
Now all my relatives are at my father's side now....
Mummy's feelings gonna be horrible....
Cause I heard her crying over the phone.....

Nothing is doing fine in this house.
Just came back from the vet,
cause the hamsters are suffering from some skin allergy.
So have to bring them to the vet asap before anything get worse....

I also missed my driving theory lesson =(
Supposed to be there at 6.15-7.55,
but I read the timing wrongly as 6.55 =.=
I'm terribly late....and have to re-book for that lesson without any refund....

I'm just so sick and tired now......
I can't think of anyway to get out of all this nonsense....
I just need some rest, and some time to be alone....
Hoping everything will be fine when I woke up again tomorrow....

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd