We tend to forget that happiness doesn’t come as a result of getting something we don’t have, 
but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.


Monday, April 26, 2010

Almost Ruined !

Booked a last minute driving slot during lessons today.
Gonna complete Stage one today.....
Was looking forward to it.
But things just don't go according to my plan.

I've forgotten to bring my I/C for driving....
Without I/C = No driving outside circuit

I reached at 8pm, and my lesson starts at 8.05pm.
I didn't have the time to go home and take my I/C lor.
Started to panic =((
Then I asked ally to bring it to BBDC first lor.
While I go for my lesson first....

Luckily the instructor is understanding enough
to let me alight and take my I/C from Ally when she reach.

Circuit driving was smooth.
But once I drove outside,
Things got ruined by me....
Almost get a "F" for my stage one lor...
But luckily things got a bit better after that.

Has been focusing on my driving this few weeks.
But my skills didn't seems to improve =((
Maybe I'm not mend to drive bah....

Gonna keep myself busy this sem...
Not gonna go out any more....
Home will be the place I'm gonna visit after school now a days...

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Friday, April 23, 2010

Date Night~

Michelle, Ci Long and Szeyee came to find me after school today.
They so lame lor.
Bluff me that they are not coming already.
Then I didn't prepare anything.

Wear till damn casual when they came lor.
So embarrassing lor.

Browse through my baby photos then we decided to go to catch a movie.
HEHE! DATE NIGHT at LOT1!~

There was a jam on the way to LOT1.
So didn't manage to catch the 7.20pm session.
Had no choice but to watch the 9.10pm session one.
HAHA! =D

Like so long never go out already lor.
It was like finally we went out.
HAHA!
Missed the times when we all went out together.....

But I have been going home after school these days....
Don't have the mood to go out now a days.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Sick~=((

Went to eat Mac with my classmates after school yesterday.
And I can't even finish the fries luh....
Just felt so full!

I was complaining that I was very full all the way till home.
I thought that by drinking some tea will help,
But it just got worse.

Went for driving practical,
And it started to rain again -.-!
Everything was fine, till I vomited after my driving pratical.
I didn't know that it will turn out to be so serious luh.

Got no strength lor,
But I still have to walk home after collecting my handphone,
Which I had sent for repair.

Was lying on the bed till Mummy come home,
to bring me to the doctor.

It was gastric problems uh....
I think because I didn't ate much for the last few days,
Then my gastric cannot take it when I ate Mac.....

Luckily no need to be hospitalized ! LOL! If not I sure cry lor >.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Confused !

There used to be someone who will be there to listen....
But now there isn't anymore....
Being independent is what I need now......

Some truths are mend to be hide from Mummy,
So that it wouldn't disappoints her.
Maybe I should just sallow them and keep mum.....
But keeping something from her isn't an easy task.
Cause I don't like the feeling of cheating her.....

My morale is really getting low........
Just like the chances of winning the case....
Maybe I shouldn't had know so much things.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Monday, April 19, 2010

First Day Of School !

Changes done in classmates and lecturers....
Everything just seems so weird when we first step into the class.
Just so not used to everything.

All the modules are so boring.
I have no interest in anyone of them....
GPA gonna drop this semester le bah.

Was playing along with the others in class.
But I'm just hiding my sorrows lor....

Got a weird feeling. I also don't know why.
No appetite....
Just don't have the urge to eat,
Even when the food is place right infront of me.

Things are just driving me crazy.
Damn afraid of the off campus thingy luh....
Like all the modules are already so stressed already,
They are still adding on to our load....
Still got driving lessons to be worried about....

So lost and empty....

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Friday, April 16, 2010

CiLong's Birthday Celebration @ ECP!


Damn tired lor. Only had 2hours of sleep.
Cause I slept only at 4am this morning,
And I had to wake up at 6am ler.

Gonna meet Szeyee at 8am at JurongPoint.
But we postponed it to 8.30am. Cause I think the both of us overslept...

Went to fairprice and brought all the stuffs for the picnic in the noon.
Its suppose to be a surprise birthday celebration for CiLong luh.

Went to Szeyee's house to prepare all the food,
And that Szeyee bully me lor! =.=!
Make me wash everything -.-!
Took a cab and fetch Szeyee to JurongEast Mrt station to meet Cheemeng,
Then I went to pass Michelle the unfinished scrap book.
And rush home to help Mummy keep her clothes....

Went to Michelle's house to meet her and Shiyi
Before meeting CiLong at the Mrt station.

Had been acting all the way lor.
Praying hard that CiLong will never suspect that we had prepared surprise for him.

Michelle was damn funny luh.
Her bag accidentally hit Cilong,
Then can see her shocked face lor....
HAHA! Cause she scare that Cilong will ask her what did she bring.
As Cilong hit the box which is used to wrap the present.
But luckily....he didnt suspect =.=.....Phew~

Then when we were on the bus to ECP,
I told Shiyi that Szeyee ask her whether she wanna work at borders.
Then Shiyi said "Okay lor later then ask Szeyee"
I was damn afraid that Cilong will hear it luh.
I quickly add on " Ya lor, later then you call Szeyee lor"
Then she realize she said something wrong lor. HAHA!

Reach ECP, and we went to eat Mac....-.-!
That CiLong still order meal somemore.....
Then it started to pour when we finished our food.
But we only had one umbrella and we can cycle also.
So I bluffed Cilong that my sister was there
and she ask whether we wanna go find her.
But actually it was Szeyee, Cheemeng and Derek who were there lor.

So we went over to the shelter with that pathetic small umbrella =.=!
And all of us were drench lor ! Zzzz....
The rain stopped when we reach the shelter ! IDIOT LOR!
CiLong didn't see the rest when he reach lor....
He is really slow lor.... Zzzz....

When he saw them he was like eh ?
But he didn't really give a shocked expression.
Then we did all the essentials lor.....














Was testing out the modes on my camera,
So that we can find the suitable mode to take our group photo.
And this vain uncle er came to be my model ! HAHA! =X





Took the first group photo.....posed there for 12sec...
Then Derek realized that he didn't press the button=.=!
So unprofessional lor .....
But the second take was a successful one.

Derek had to go off after taking the photo....
Cause he had to meet his friends at bugis.

So sorry lor. I can't control my feelings,
And cried infront of the rest of you guys...
So sorry I didn't mean to ruin the atmosphere.

The rest of them decided to go for skating after the celebration.
So we went to rent skates !





HAHA! Didn't really go far though.
Cause none of us really know how to skate. LOL!
Then all of us keep falling down lor. So unglam.
HAHA! We even went to buy drinks at Mac,
With the skates and guards on lor.
So weird....HAHA!

Returned the skates at 9pm,
then we headed home.

Went home, and read the letter sent by ngee ann.
Realized that I got book prize again !
1) Most Outstanding Performance in Level 1.2
2) Best Performance in Astats
3) Best Performance in EIS
4) Director's list

First time I got to get so many awards lor.
But didn't really feel happy over that uh.
Cause Mummy cannot make it for the ceremony.
Kind of disappointed.

Chat with Mummy awhile about other stuffs luh.
Then I started crying....
Cause I really don't know how to face it.
Then Szeya ask me what happened to me,
I cried while explaining to her lor....
My poor eyes....swollen like don't know what .=.=!

Haiz.....School reopening soon....
I really don't know what more are up next....
I got no energy for anymore things already....

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Driving lessons!

Has been busy with my driving lessons this week.
Had my lesson almost everyday lor.
Finally come to the last lesson of the week.
And I think today's lesson is the worse lesson ever ! =.=!

Got VTI, car no. 99 for my driving today.
Its a damn old car lor. Different from what I had drive for the past lessons.
Its abit cramp inside luh.
I'm so not used to the car lor.
But the instructor was the best instructor so far.
Learn a lot of tips from him uh.
And finally can stop the car from vibrating so vigorously when the car is starting off.
Which the other instructors never even mention at all.

Was being brought out on the road for the second time.
But still encounter engine stalling problem....
And was brought back to the circuit after stalling for 2 times.
Then was back on the road again... LOL!
Damn stress lor....
But things get worse! It started to pour -.-!
Then the traffic flow become damn slow lor.....
Things on the road turns blur too....
I kept forgetting to put the gear lever to gear one when starting off lor.
So worried if i could pass my TP lor =.=!

No mood this few days lor....
Haiz....Somethings are just not within our control.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Visit to lawyer firm

Woke up at 6am today,
Cause have to prepare before I leave home for my driving lesson.

Its my second lesson today.
And yesterday was the first.
Got car 9 yesterday and car 41 today.
Had a brief intro to the car parts on the first day,
learn how to move back and forth and even turning right.
But I think my turning is still not that good.
So all we do today is just left turning in the circuit....

Even though we are doing the basics,
My engine still keep stalling =.=!
Haiz....hope that the 3rd lesson tomorrow will be better bah.

Help Mummy dabao breadfast before going home from BBDC.
Went home to have some nap before leaving for the lawyer firm.

Met aunty at Outram park,
and went to have our lunch before we went up to the firm.

Listened to how the lawyer wanna do next.
Read through all the documents that had my father's assets stated on it.
Then I realize, my father is really rich lor.
I just don't understand why just he give us the flat.
Really feel ashamed to have such a father whom only think for himself,
and can't even share his assets.

Hearing what the lawyer had said,
I think my father gonna be in deep trouble....

Then went to work lor....
6pm to 10pm.....Its the first time working with no one's accompany.
And its damn boring....
Cause there is hardly any customers.

Gonna be busy over many things next semester....
And I think my results will drop bah....
Haiz....really no mood.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Friday, April 9, 2010

FIP

After the Induction Program Briefing on Wednesday,
Today is the actual one.
Its a long day....We have to reach by 7.45am , and end at 5.30pm =.=

Met Michelle at the interchange at 7am,
And guessed we were too early=.=!
We actually reached school's bus stop at 7.18am !
Stupid uncle don't know drive so fast for what.

But I think Waikun reach earlier than us lor.
He was already at the bus stop when we reach.
LOL!

Started off with all the duties at 8.30am.
When the freshmen started to come in.
We are in charged of the registration booth....
And it seems to be abit chaotic, as alot of them do not have their name on the list.
But problem was solved.

Then was lunch time for the freshmen...
Now, we are in charged in serving food. LOL
And Its so embarrassing that I spill the drink that one of the SLs offered.
=X Sooooo sorryyyy~

Had our lunch and another group of students came in for their lunch again.
So our duties was sort of on off on off type.
Saw Derek and Szeyee this time round and get to chat with them lor.
If not you will only be able to see them rushing here and there for the rest of the time.
Totally no time for interactions. LOL!

Went to the baggage room,
Where all the camping bags were deposited.
Cause its our turn to look after those bags.
But we were ask to take over classroom logistics job halfway through....
Shortage of manpower ? LOL! IDK.
So we went off with 3 other helpers to block 50
to arrange the tables and chairs -.-!
Its a total torture lor.....

CiLong came to find us halfway through....
Went back after finishing our duties,
and slack for a while....
Went to LT 45 once again, to pack up all the things,
Before we were allowed to go home....
Really tiring lor. And I didn't have a good sleep the previous night.

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Doggy "B.B"

Meet Shiyi and YanRan at Westmall today.
Cause Shiyi is going to my aunty house to see her dog.
Shiyi is considering to adopt that dog.
Cause my aunty doesn't want him any more.
She got no time for him.






Here ! there is the dog. Born in 4/12/08
Shih tzu. Male. Name BB! hahas !

He looks obedient in the cage isn't it ?
But he will become damn hyper when he come out of the cage.
And the speed he is running at, I dont think its easy to catch him. LOL!

He is damn damn cute lor!
I wanted to adopt it but Mummy just don't allow me to.

He is afraid of cig lor! Wth so cute sia.
He seems to be able to understand what we are talking about lor.
And he like to eat ICE !
Enjoy sleeping on the floor.
The cutest thing is, you must give him a towel as his table while he is eating.
HAHA! If not he will not eat.
Damn cute lor. HAHA! =D

Shiyi can't adopt it luh....
Just like that dog so much lor. Its so cute !

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd