It have been 3 days....
Everything seems so unreal, but its coming true.
Crying for 3 nightssss.
Maybe no one would have notice.
Cause I don't even dare to cry it out loud.
I'm just afraid that you will find out.
I want you to leave without worries.
So just go if you feel happier that way....

Not sure if this is the Ammelia that I knew I reality.
Really really tired of it....
I think I'm just not being able to accept the fact....
Crying ? Ammelia I don't think thats what you usually do.
Yess. I knew it, but i just can't help it.

Smiles ? I do smile i do laugh...
But I'm not sure if they are really from my heart anymore....
Or are they just mask that I put on to hide my sorrows ?

I'm not sure if I can still cling on....
Hiding every part of my feelings just to exchange for your happiness....
So...Leave and don't ever turn back anymore...
I will grow up and try to takecare of myself...

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd