Went to SP open house today !
bt i wasnt happy ...

Aliffah came to my class aft skool ,
telling mie that there's an argent basketball meeting
so i went down to find man first
den she told mie that mayb we cant play for
the west zone this year ...
i was lyk heartbroken lidat lorx ...
bt didnt cry na
so nam went for other meeting
so i told others bout that then the meeting end le ...

i really cannt tah han liao le lorx
den tears started to flow out of my eyes
lyk suddendly lost control of them lidat ...

still crying on the way to SP
the worse thing is that the bus drive pass the
clementi sports complex ,
where we had our tornerment previously
memories rush into my mind which made mie
cry more ...
was lyk last year liao den cannt play
damn sad lorx
that kind of feeling is nt good kay?
n just feel lyk the days that i went to train basketball
with korkor was wasted ...

reached SP
"human jam" occur it was damn diffcult to walk around lorx
...
and was so called lost hahas .
things there made mie forget the pain for a short while...
bt the previous crying made mie tired le
so nva tok much...
den just hang hang around
chuthing went off first
was quite angry la
bt didnt mention
n dun feel lyk replying her msg ...
cuz scare later quarrel agn ...
suddendly realised wad mami told mie was rite ...

i only trust myself naw
suddendly felt that friends cant be trust
this is the way i can protect myself
i dun wanna get hurt anymore ...
the feeling of being left behind was terrible
especially when u're alrdy sad ...
and yet ppl just leave and go ...

aft that open house shihan went home with mie lorx
went to buy the A4 size exercise book ...
den went home canceling my tuition
cuz i was worn out by the end of everything ...

[~eZaRc~]*w0rLd